Let There Be Love

Woken up by mom sneak-in to put my washed clothes on my bed, so they are inches from my face. Real smooth, Ma >=( & then the new cleaners arrived. Being lazy & stroppy, I ditched the part of greeting them. I needed a glass of straight tea pretty badly but i couldn't possibly walk across the corridor in just an oversized tee. Anyway, i got up and walked straight to the mirror to see if there's any purple appearing on my head.. thank the lord it's not that obvious. Still looks like a pimple =( . When the cleaners left, we went down to the mall next door for lunch and suit-shopping =) It used to be called Diamond City, but now it's called Aeon Mall =( As soon as we got there, it got pretty intense.. because of me i think :p Kicked up a fuss about not wanting to go to a certain restaurant, as i wasn';t feeling up for a buffet. But anyway, i gave in because daddy was not happy in the slightest with my 'childish 8-yr-old behaviour'. Ok, i have to admit i can be a pain sometimes, but then he had to go on about what i wore today. He even asked if he could take a picture of it so i can reflect back on it & laugh at myself in the future >=( But the worst part of today was when he said that i 'really don't join in with the family'. That part really stung. .. So, we decided never to eat at that restaurant again as the food sucked. Then, we went to Uniqlo where they ditched me whilst i was in the changing room. Bought a pretty dress today, but Mom & Dylan didn't like it. At Jusco department store, I found some pretty heels for school, but as predicted they didn't have my size. Dylan tried on many many suits, and he ended up with 3 of the best. I have to admit my brother is a stunner :) Spent a while watching him try them on... & also looking at myself in the mirror, how plain i looked without any makeup, how miserable i looked. The girl looking back did look a lot like my younger self, strangely. Mom & Dad deliberately ignored any comments i made. Grocery shopped & bought a rice ball for dinner. Came home, tried on dress & was pleased :) Watched more korean tv, cried, ate rice ball for dinner, cried, got a shower & now here. In a mood. Supposed to go to the beach tomorrow & for some brazilian food =) That is, if there isn't a thunderstorm (lots recently) crossed fingers! Wanna wear my new dress tomorrow :p & secretly, i wanna get caught in a thunderstorm =)


-xo