Let the rain fall down.

Woken up by the dad's loud voice this morning & I was too tired to get up and get dressed, even though it's Saturday (is it?). I hate morning rush, of getting dressed in a rush i mean. Beauty can't be rushed! Mascara smudges and smeared lipgloss is a no-no. So i decided to pretend to be asleep still, which failed because mom saw me getting into position. Then there was a hint of regret about not going out with the rest of my family when Dad mentioned shopping... but i couldn't give up to them so easily! They genuinely think i'm a shopaholic :( So anywaysy, after much planning and thinking in the comfort of my bed, i decided to wack on Dad's computer (cus it has awesome speakers) and blast some music up =) funnn. Then i got bored and went to the gym, where i bumped my head on some metal and sobbed in pain. Got pissed off and did 50 of those arm pulling things. The people watching me on the hidden camera must think i'm a right goofball. It instantly left me with an ugly bump on my head. Stammered my way back home, got changed and went next door's mall to get food, thought i didn't have much of an appetite. Strange, how i've almost completely lost all my interest in food these days... Then, dad cooked some Thai =) Yum. I ate a bit. Throughout the lazed day, just been watching korean soaps on tv, and crying about Geum Jan Di & Gu Jyun Pyo's breakups & almost-makeups. Lots of tears today. & finally, we all watched 'The Hangover', and laughed our heads off. Especially dad, but he just laughs at anything. Mom coudn't resist the washing as usual. & then, I happily went off to my room, turned on my favourite sidelamp (it gives out pretty light), got comfy under my purple duvet and turned on my laptop to catch up with my favourite ppl :) My daily nightime routine. Reading stuff written about me by simin can be so touching... i'm too emotional today, gosh. But i really miss her. Maybe if i hit the lights out, all my feelings can be just, kept out there in the darkness for a while. Then i'd finally be at rest, listening to the heavy rain falling :)

-xo